I've been through lots of problem lately. I don't know what should I do. I tried my best to solve it, but it only last for months. not forever. Seriously, I'm done with this. I'm not mad, i'm just tired to face this thing again. I thought he will understand me, appreciate me, but idk. I always told myself to think positive and don't show how you feel about him. Sometimes I can handle it, but sometimes I can't. Now I'll try my best to handle it and ready to face anything. I don't want the same things happen again. I really really hope that he will understand me soon.